The way people are affected
Haven’t used tumblr in a little while, soo this is a little deep for it but its way for me to express how i feel without other people there.
Its funny to think that however small a persons reaction is they can have strong affects on you… for a person you’ve known for a long time and made good friends with, does not even smile at you, start a conversation with you, yet constantly talks to the person next you who you are also good friends with, inviting them to large events everyone is attending makes you wonder what you have done to this person. Maybe I did something to them I didnt not realise or someone they know. but all their friends around them to act normal, makes me feel suspicious. For this i am very wary at the impression I give, if this person had a problem, why not say it to my face =(
